OWBXBAHZANN!

Hello I'm sucha loner.


Kay so basically Im feeling real bad and down now. It's just screw every single thing.

Have u ever felt that you're like bothering somebody whenever u talk to them ? You felt like as though you're a nuisance , you're annoying that somebody, you're like engaging in that conv while that somebody gives u a feeling tat he or she doesn't feel like caring or can't be bothered at all?

It sucks. Sucks terribly.

U went online this morning , didn't text me. Not a single morning MSG etc etc.dont even bother continuing the our conv when I text u. If Dw talk thn say luh , don't leave me hanging down thr and waiting like an idiot , staring and looking at my bloody phone just to wait for ur reply when you're online thn you went offline.

You know how much it hurts when u realised that he or she doesn't even bother to reply u at all. Not even a "k" or "lol"bit "sry ttyl".

Fml

So im gonna switch off my phone.
And I bet nobody's gonna reply my text a usual, and what's more, not even realising that I'm switching off my phone on purpose. Tweeting bout them on purpose, tweeting on twitter to let them know that I'm gonna switch off my phone cos they didn't reply my text. Making it so obvious and no one wen bother caring at all.

Yes, nuff said.

I don't wanna care anymore.
Find me a nuisance right.
Thn don't talk to me lor
Best don't come find me if u need any help or whn you're bored cos I'm not gonna entertain u anymore.
Kbye.

寂寞瘋了

Crazy Lonely.


Gonna rush this post. Hope I'll finish blogging by 8pm.

Today, 21/12/12, this morning , 11.33 am , i realised , i found out ... that...


I felt sad. Felt lonely. Felt alone. Felt weird. Felt.. idk.. mixed feelings.

I realised that im actually being quite a loner... im like always leading a boring lifestyle and stuffs..

Was supposed to go Tamp to purchase a prezzie for my mum with Fel dear. She cmi at the very last minute.. couldn't blame her though, at least she tried a very best. So i was like, uhm... stunned and dk what to do. felt so confusing at tat moment... i really really wanna go out and all. So i went to take a look at my phone contact, to see if i can ask anybody out instead, so i called like almost all the girls i can find, and they all didnt answer my call... ok luh, i only called 3 girls cos my contact only has 3 ppl that i think will be able to make it. But ended up.... or maybe its cos my phone contact has less people...

But right at that moment, i felt despair, i was desperate, i felt annoyed, confused, i just felt like flunking everything and all... idk why.... i felt lonely...


Have u ever felt so lonely that when u look into ur friendlist, or by using ur brain, u tried hard to think of a person whom u can ask out. NO, NOT EVEN ONE I CAN THINK OF. NOT EVEN ONE I CAN ASK OUT. NOT EVEN ONE I CAN FIND. pathetic aint I?


I thought to myself.. what have i been doing for the past two years? like... idk.. apart from my cliques, i only talk to my classmates ( i dont hang out with them). yes, we're bonded and stuffs.. but we dont really... idk... i... knvm. Cont . and my dearies , mainly those few boys from st pats hur. yes we do meet out and stuffs , theyre awesome ppl too. but ... although we're close, they still dont belong to my circle of frens in sch.. so yeap. And i always have this feeling that those ppl in my school, they dislike me. idk why. maybe i think too much hur.
So yeap... move on..

Next year, i'll be greeted by a new group of classmates, new environment and stuffs... yknow when the class list was out, i felt so... mixed feelings.. yes again. i dont even feel like bonding with them and so, tbh, the only thing i felt relieved was that i still have Nian , Georgie , Shijia , Doreen and Marcus with me. like these are the few ppl i think i will only be talking to.... i felt so sian ok. And i bet those ppl that saw my name on the class list, they're like 'oh god.. why is she in our classs? sian.' imma trying not to have negative thoughts, but after those stuffs that happened for the past two years, i.. really have no comments.. ok nvm.

Cont. yknow , i kinda felt grateful and stuffs, like although im sucha fucked up person, theres still ppl who will always be thr for me and all.... like yeah.. thrs still ppl who likes me, appreciate me, ppl who tolerate my annoying and nonsensical nonsense. Not many, but imma con-tempted alr.


Yknow how much i wished for / i wished and hope that Augustine, Nich , Nic , Eken and many more are in my school, like my life wont be so... idk how to describe .... but yeah, theyre awesome, why cant they be in my sch? Whenever i hear auggie talking bout his classmates and all, i'll feel jealous... like.. omg... so fun... :| i want that kind of school life!

so well, i guessed that i'll be idling away for the next two years then?

Ytd, i did sth meaningful , well at least to me...

They say the world will / might end today, so yeap . being kanchiong and stuffs, i went to write 21 letters too all of my close frens. i didnt write for all, ( a very big sorry for gwy and megabangs clique friends cos i didnt include yall ) so i only wrote to those whom i felt that i will really really die with big regrets if i did not tell them my last words / how much they meant to me . Those peeps include ; All peeps from 'Awesome Dearies' whatsapp grp, (Nian, Marc , Augustine , Shawn , Clemeny , Cheryl) , my awesome 'family' ,(junzhen , alex , Felix) , my ultimate bffffffffffff (Christ , Fel) , dearies (Nic , Nich , Brandy,  Ekiu , Lim) awesome blackshot mates too! , and lastly, ken rahul 'daniel' and jseow. Those few peeps that ive been talking to recently. Really really dont wanna lose them uh , nicee nicee people.
 I felt really good after reading those replies from them. I felt appreciated, felt acknowledged when they said 'Hey Dearie, right back at you' haha really :') thanks all (: and for those that assured me saying the world wont end.. i mean, who know whether it will be ending..


so its like 8++ alr, and imma late . join me and @ Lovelife  by watching this video and spread the love (:

Vanilla Ice-cream

怎么停留回忆总是出现在我想起之后

hiie peeps (: today was sort of a fun day. heh went to work today as jasmine couldnt come, so i sort of take over her today. I was so glad that i came today, cos Zack was present! heh. so i was like damn shocked and stuffs cos ytd he didnt come, and so i tot he's still overseas. omg so the moment i see him, i was like 'FK OMG ZACK OMG YOURE HERE!!! ' thn i went over to 'pedo' him, hahaahaha kay i missed zack soo soo much :C 

so went playground with the kids while i spammed jseow's phone with messages, hoping he will wake up and text mee and all he said was 'yknow i still wanna sleep??' so i was like 'kay :C' but inside me , i felt like

hahahahah kay

so had a boring day out with the kids. zack and yorick went crazy and they just went super duper hyper while me chased them all around. then yihang sort of got bullied by shiyin,cos shiyin dont allow yihang to lay soccer with them. hahaha so yeap yihang , zack and yorick played tgt in the end. was amazed at how yorick and zack can be so close as brothers. they kissed and hugged each other and stuffs, like im not even tat close to my bro. its weird! 

hahaha so after lunch, i went to take care of the p1s. They did science and colourings while i slack down thr. 

then after teabreak, had a chat with cheeyun. was gossiping bout some couples from her school and predicting when they will break up and stuffs  hahah kay i know we're dam bad.

so the conv linked to 'him' and i felt a sudden tinge of sadness.... :| and i thought tat... yeah it had been so long ever since we met and stuffs.. but i told myself, no matter wat happen, life still has to go on..

so after the break i gotta teach the p1s art and craft. kay omg i thought it would be fun but it turned out as a disaster instead.  everything is just plain messy and the kids were dam noisy. i had a hard time asking them to shuttup and rushing them to complete their work. omg dam annoying can. my energy was drained out too! the moment they finished their work , i heaved a sigh of relieved :D

like.... yeah xD

gonna end my post with a song and a photo heh. imma addicted to it haha. 

Vanilla ice cream (:

its Lollipop F!!

haha kay bye

till then,

shimii

∞strengthxbelievexlove∞

记得那天抬头望着天空
收拾天地间许下的承诺
请你相信我 当你伤心难过
我会在你身后 陪在你左右
伤心会没收 失落会赶走
路途再遥远 你还是有我
请不要再害怕 我已经不害怕
永远是 My Dear Friend
不会分你我他
即使做着不同的梦
还是珍惜过去的所有


I remember the day I looked up at the sky

Pick up the promises made between heaven and earth
Please believe me, when you're sad
I will accompany you around behind you
The sad will confiscate the loss would drive away
Road No matter how far you still have me
Do not be afraid I have not scared
Forever My Dear Friend
No distinction between you and me, he
Even doing a different dream
Still cherish the past all



screw translate

So today's blog post will be about my fav idol. Prince from JPM (:


So here's a picture of him ;

yeap thats prince ^~^

so i got introduced to him in 2011, i was pri 5 that time. And it was through a show called ' The legend of brown sugar Chivalries'

And he caught my eye xD

heh aint he cute :3 so i went to search on him and found out that he was in a Taiwanese band group called 'Lollipop'

and found out that hes in this variety show from channel V , taiwan

so yeap , some photos of JPM

prince and his kick 

prince <3

His mini movie , acting as this guy called wang zi yi

cover of album (:

i would really like a kiss from him ^~^

his fabulous muscle :D

2012 hito music awards ^^

kay this is cute xD

JPM with Andy, their manager

promoting 'Love Life'

prince playing piano, or isit a keyboard?

so u seee i really really like this guy alot, everything he do just really make my heart melts. i really love him alot, i cant imagine life without prince. Yknow , although i like other male artist too, but in the end, its only prince and yeah only him who still manages to capture my heart. it has been 5 year alr. 5 years ever still i get tto know him . and im still loving him. from a young and innocent boy in lollipop, and now hes like a guy in JPM. he grew up well . well aint it cool, like he named himself prince, and he does really resembles a prince and he does have the prince look and stufs. yes he is my prince charming, i'll always support him all the way and love him whole heartly. although i mahy not be his number one fan that goes really really super duper mega uber crazy over him, but hes my number one idol. number one idol and no one can replace him. NO ONE. so yeap lastly. i'll end this post with a photo and a music video. JPM's new album , '365 days' is out and their songs are mega nice. the hit song is '365 days' , lyrics written by prince. yeah I LOVE YOU PRINCE! hehehehe 

featuring, prince and his brother, modi (:

heh and this music video of 365 ;

oh and photo credits from tumblr, baidu and google. byeee

till then,
Shimii

I look at you with such distain

[ The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving   Maybe it's best you leave me alone   A weight is lifted on this evening   I give the final blow 
A falling star, at least I fall aloneI can't explain what you can explainYou're finding things that you didn't knowI look at you with such disdain ]


 'It ends tonight' by All American Rejects (: 

So yeap, i just came back from msia. The trip was pretty fun (: Bought many things and i ate alot , haha. The blog post today will be about updates on these few days. And it will be a super short one.
So basically , i went to watch a movie with Felicia on friday. Twilight ! It was pretty awesome and i definitely reco my friends to watch. Edward is pretty hawt and so does Jacob (: It was indeed an enjoyable yet 'cruel' , during the fighting scene. Kay i shall not be a spoiler , haha xD So yeap, ive got a new hairstyle and tbh , i find it quite okayy ^^ 

Orange Jasmine

雨下整夜 我的愛溢出就像雨水 
院子落葉 跟我的思念厚厚一疊 
幾句是非 也無法將我的熱情冷卻 
妳出現在我詩的每一頁 



Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth
You appear in every page of my poem


Hey(: So yeap, next week's gonna be my drama camp! :D im feeling excited yet nervous. Gonna be acting as a university student who helped the loan shark to work as i need money for my school fees. Yeah, its cool aint it?(: 

The shit is, ive yet memorize my script and theres a whole chunk loads of it. Same as last year's just that this year, its conv type and last year its like whole chunk and chunks. 

Im looking forward to 16/11 , 22/11 and 30/11 :D 

on 16/11, which is the day after my drama camp, i'll most probably be going out with Justin Lim and Augustine, Auggie gonna dye his hair and imma looking forward to it xD I mean, i wonder how it will turn out to be! heh. And Lim may be highlighting his hair red too! omg xD sadly, i promised momo not to dye my hair, soo... dont wanna make him worry heh. And that night, i'll be going overseas too. I'll be going back to Msia with my bro and my mum, cos bro has to make his IC. Sadly, dad aint coming with us, so there'll be no car :C Travelling without a car in msia is inconvenient and troublesome. We cant go shopping as often , cos my mum cant drive
 =(

On 22/11, my bro will be receiving back his PSLE result, heh cant wait to know his score ((: hope he'll get into my sch!

And on 30/11 ..... ^~^ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 its a date important to me and my <3 :D shhh i shall blog bout it on that day!



Anyway, these few days had been okayy, and i somehow got the sub combi that i wanted (: yeah though its not the one i really wanted, but its okayy, i'll have to learn to accept and live with it.... was quite emo this morning though, and immediately i got my combi, i told Lim and Nic, and they comforted me... thanks dears <3 

i mean, what happened had happened.... im still feeling down though, but... yeah , Nic told me life is unfair and i have to accept it no matter what... I understand ur feelings too , yeah i really do.... u didnt get ur combi, but you learnt to get over it and try to accept it.... and i believe i can too (: thanks for all those comforting words, really (:



thats all... my next blog update shall be after drama camp. heh

anw, for android phone users, those who played 'POU' (game) please visit my pou @ Shii_Pou . thanks lots :D and byeeee!

Till then, 
Shimii

He taught you whats love, But he doesnt love you anymore.

是你体谅我的任性要求  
在别人都放弃了我以后 
沉默的心为你再次悸动 
浩瀚宇宙美不胜收 
只是我不配再把你拥有 
当你独自面对回忆汹涌 
那一年雪都下的很沉重 
不敢回头明知你泪在流 


You appreciate my wayward requirements
After others have given up on me
Silent heart throbbing again
The vast universe beautiful
Just that I do not deserve you
When you face memories alone
Heavy snow that year
Afraid to turn around knowing that your tears are flowing



Once again, screw Google translate.

The reason imma blogging today was cos today is the start of November. Yeah . This morning, i woke up late and immediately when i wake up, i went to reply all of my messages and then went on twitter. people were tweeting bout November, and once of the trend was ' Hi November' , so i tweeted ' Hi November, ur arrival tells me that the world is ending soon (: i should be happy bout that right?(: ' YEAH. Dont ask me why i tweeted that. i mean, i was silly, silly enough to tell Rui and Christ what i will do when the world ends. I was being retarded. Trust me, you wouldnt want to know, so please dont ask me. Kay back to the Trend. Yeah, Its November now(: Time passes real fast eh?(: It has been one year, ever since the incident happened. To the beautiful you, do you still remember what happened on last years 1/11 ?(:


Well I chose to let go and all. And today im glad that ive come up with this decision. Its that i'll end everything on 2/12/12. i promise (: someone told me 'hey do you know youve been holding on for too long?!' i mean yeah, i agree. Its one year. Whenever i went on fb, seeing those sweet couples posting stuffs bout their monthsary, and saying stuffs like bla bla bla months and still counting, i'll be like. Oh yeah, what bout me? one year and still holding on? hur. Yeah, its pretty long. And today, i made up my mind, i tell myself. Maybe i should stop being stubborn, stop being silly . I should let go. so yeah, i decided to give myself some time. From now till 2/12/12 , i'll try to let go. I'll take and heed all of your advice's.


Someone once told me ' You cannot forget him, however, you can live in a world without him ' i find i true. i mean, who can forget those memories? Those beautiful memories that ur love one gave u? Even if you can, can you even bear to forget them and throw all them away?

Countless night, i've been thinking and thinking, forcing myself to stop all those thoughts by sleeping only when im dead beat tired and cannot stay awake anymore. I get sick and tired of it. I wanna stop all these.

I blame no one but myself. I failed to cherish , failed to understand , and now im the one regretting. I know i'll never find someone like you , cos its impossible. So i tell myself i should wake up. Smile and be happy. Its over aint it? As long as i have the right mindset and i try , i'll be able to succeed. I will not guarantee it will succeed though, but i'll try, i promise . I will.

I believe many people will feel happy for me. And i wanna thank all those people who helped me and walked through this year with me. Thanks alot ya.

And for those who are still emoing over their love ones, i wanna say , uhm smile. cheerup. u can do it. jiayou. (:

Lastly, for people who are reading this post, i'll dedicate a song for all of you, so yeap, thanks for caring, thanks for helping. thank you !(:

Till then,
Shimii

Hey peeps! It has been long ever since I last updated my blog :3 heh so I'm gonna talk bout my boring day today (:

Spent the day with Brandon , Augustine and Eric(?)


Kay so basically at 12.15pm this afternoon, Augustine called me and asked me out to play tennis at Brand's condo. So I was quite excited luh cos it's tennis and so I agreed. But after I prepared everything and ready to go out, I realised that the weather was hot and imma wearing CD TEE cos that's the only dry feet tee I have other than class tee and GWY tee where both tees had been washed. And I remembered that Augustine will be leaving early cos he live in the west and so the time we spend there won't be long. So I called Augustine and told them I'm not going. Then 5 mins later , Brandon called back and he persuaded me out. So yeah i set off!


And I waited for the damn bus for like 20mins! =(


And then I reached! Kay so Brand's card was spoiled. So I had to travel on my feet all the way to the main gate to his house. Tsk. The sun so hot okie..

So went to Thaipan , a Thai restaurant at Brand's condo, for lunch cos the boys were hungry and I ate before I went to meet them, so I only ordered a can of coke while the boys ordered two plates of fried rice, drinks and butter sotong. But Brand couldn't finish uh, so I helped him wih the food and I was dead beat full. The coke tasted weird though, like diluted coke instead.kay even Brandon say so. And we went for table tennis after lunch. Kay Brandon paid for the lunch, YAY :b

Kay so Augustine sort of bullied me yeah. Pushed me like 4 times -.- and Brandon also join in -.- yeah y'all two had fun ritee! =(

So yeap, waited for Brandon to get his Stuffs and we headed off to the table tennis room. And the boys played table tennis while I watched. So I somehow stood in front of the fan cos it was damn humid and moments later,
Eric came. Kay he's my senior as well as their senior. So he took over Augustine and played with Brandon.
. Kay I was sort of jealous cos like those peeps are good at sports and imma like some useless fatass who doesn't excel in it! Humph. Sk they sort of encouraged me and I tried playing with Augustine. So it was sort of embarrassed cos I anyhow hit the ball . Like in my mind , it's like "hey it's just a small and tiny ball la, so just hit it lor" then the ball went all over the place, it went on top of Augustine, touched the ceiling and almost hit Brandon =p Kay I suck. But Eric taught me the basic luh ... So yeah.

Kay table tennis like 跟我没有缘 like I can't play well . Unlike tennis , although I'm equally bad at it, but at least I can still manage to hit and surf a little. Like rat time mini Olympic I also played badly....

Kay then Augustine had to go home and I went off with him, then we accompanied me to take bus to Bedok and in the end we went up slacking at Bedok point Gong Cha and played subway surfer till like 3.45 where we had a little chat and I walked him to interchange and sent him home. So yeap he decided to take a bus home and there were 56 stops for him ! Where I calculated the maximum time for him to get home was 4 hours ++ and I burst out laughing cos I found it hilarious as he was supposed to leave at 2.30 and now he had to reach home at 7++ which is like WTF ! HAHAHAH. Ok :3 move on!


Then after sending him home I went home too and otw home, I had a stomach ache and I rushed home... So I had diarrhoea till now. Haish stomach pain like FK ): so I told my parents bout it and I had coffee. Cos I taught hot stuff will make I BTR , but I guess I will not be able to sleep tonight... And there's remedial TMR! Wtf like waste time only! I get B still need go! Haish.

ANW today was fun cos managed to Chat as gossiped with the boys and the lunch was awesome ( except for the coke which made me suspect it cause my diarrhoea)

Till then,
Shimii

Day By Day

[当我想起你的时候
 泪被你悄悄的偷走
 当我放手你的温柔
 就算覆水也会难收
 走过最熟悉的路口
 也许再也不能牵手
 原谅我没爱到最后 ]

[When I think of you
Tears got stolen by you quietly
When I let go gentle
Even the overlying water is difficult to take
Came the most familiar intersection
May no longer be in hand
Forgive me for not enabling love to last]


kay screw google translate. 

it has been long ever since i last blogged. uhm so im gonna talk bout my day today. so as usual, aunt fetched me to school. When i reached class this morning, the tables were all over the place, and the sitting arrangement was screwed. I wonder who did that to our class. so i just went over and randomly chose a seat. So the day started by Mr Tan , letting us sign our mark/score sheet. So my result sucks ttm luh... like really, i studied hard for this exam. then result come out like some shit -.-  tsk tsk tsk kay enough of result. Then we had this workshop which i forgot what is it called. Uhm it is to help u find out bout your personality and what kind of people can work well with you. It also helps u find out different personalities of different people. so theres 4 groups, mainly D I S C . yeah i fall under I S C. uhm so it was quite through luh, for the part regarding on  emotional ( cos imma paranoid) talkative ( yeap i talk dam alot ) like to lead ( i like to lead, but usually i will be the follower) etc etc, like outgoing and yeap. So at first i was sitting with Cheryl, cos she just sat in front of me, and i moved my chair beside her. I couldnt concentrate cos i was talking to Cheryl, yeap instead of listening to the instructor. blek. another personalities bout group I , easily distracted. yeap yeap yeap.  so we talked bout her aunt etc etc. i swear me and Cheryl can be the best of frens . We can communicate well and i swear if it was not because of me, me and Cheryl can talk till sch ends. Okayy so we were gossiping bout her baddy aunt. yeah her aunt dam badass -.- tsk tsk. nvm deary, if u see this, i wanna tell u , SCREW HER AND HER FKING BUSYBODY SHIT. KAY I LUB YOU. SO DC HER AND INSTEAD CONTINUE TO THINK OF WAYS TO GET BACK UR DUSTY COMPUTER. OKAYY XOXO. kay back to where i was from. Uhm so we were talking and talking and that instructor , BOSS WEE , kay he named himself that. kept on staring at our direction. and i felt guilty, cos like disrespectful luh, so uhm i tried to focus. but to no avail, i failed. kay so after a test that we have to do , instructed by him, i shifted my chair / seat. whatever u call it, to ZhangNian's  area. like right beside her. and yknow JunZhen was there too, so the three of us can talk. plus  that boss wee didnt really focus on our direction luh so it was safe there and i wanted to focus, so maybe by shifting my seat, i might focus btr. however, instead of focusing btr, i ended up spazzing over this particular someone to zhangnian and junzhen. i swear junzhen felt damn irritated , haha his facial expression was like 'wtf' hahaha cos i sort of went crazy / hyper or whatever, then i started spouting and saying nonsensical things. i went crazy luh. but i had fun. he didnt ask me to shuttup (: kay sucha nice mum , be jealous :p and on the other hand, zhangnian , she bit emo ): hey dear , if u see this, i wanna tell you dont worry over ur subject combi, you will be alright kay my dear! yeap ... 



sooooooooo






the character personalities lesson got more and more interesting and time goes. and i must really admit that boss wee is a funny person. heh but i talk more than i listen in his class luh, so..... :p kay enough of class. uhm so after school, when i was bout to head off to find Felicia, Miss Loe, math cher , walked past me and Isabel , tgt with xinyi they all, and asked us to go canteen for pizza. so basically as promised, our co form, Miss Ng promised to treat us pizza if all of us manage to pass EOY. yay :b heh honestly this year 2F is dam lucky to have nice teacher. although Miss Teo , our co form, left us without saying goodbye, Mrs Ong isnt our math cher anymore, and Mr Wee's not out co form, but at least we're blessed to have other nice subject teacher (: kay uhm after school went tam mall with felicia and when we head back home, this freaking shiat happened -.-!

tengxu, just if u see this ...

kay so me and felicia went up the escalator towards the mrt platform in tam station , and i was infront of her luh, then i saw Dylan. and i was like , kay nvm . then went i walked further ahead, i saw Coree.  Gosh kay twinneh! tsk . so it was awkward and i ran away. so Felicia, was laughing away and walked slowly towards me. kay  so idk why , my heart starts to thump dam fast, and etc etc. i mean, it was dam awkward luh, and like cos theyre BDS ppl, so it makes it even more awkward . then when we alighted at bedok,  dylan , tengxu (din know he was there too) and one other guy alighted. so i was like " fk shiat why!' then i asked felicia to block me. kay it was retarded luh , and it somehow failed. so when we were walking towards Bedok interchange, those boys were behind us. and expected, that stupiak tx kepy calling my name -.- and i felt dam awkward and weird and idk idk idk and embarrassing cos like weird. and it was so bad till my whole face nearly crammed. the reason why i nvr answer him back cos i dont feel like, uhm yeah like dam weird idk why.... ( sorry bff) yeap. so my dear felicia said it was dam fun -.- TSK FELICIA LIM

kay then when i reached home, i called tx and gave him a scolding.  i felt dam bad luh, but yeah ^^ 

oh and after that at night, played club penguin with tx and nic ho. it was superrrrrrrrr fun. yes yes yes and dam cute! heh anybody wanna play with me??? ^^ so i left tx in the end and played a soccer match with nic :D and and we went to search for keys to unlock that stupid coffin like thingy where i earned a goggle ! heh cant wait to buy a puffer :D uber cute heh. 

so yeap, that pretty ended my day today. 2 more days till the school holiday starts, really really cant bear to part with my dear class. esp my form teacher Mr Benjamin Tan . like hes leaving our school . this year is in did a great year with all those super fun things and beautiful memories. awesome cliques and wonderful teachers which sums up this year. im not sure what will happen to me next year, what combi i will be taking . perhaps i'll enjoy next year more than this year. however, no matter what happen, AHS 2F'12 will always be in my heart, somewhere. (: thank you everybody :D


Lastly, a big thankyou to brandon, nicky , nich, eken, auggie , lim and chai, for being there for me whenever im low. thanks boys ^^

Till then ,
Shimii

MEGABANGS

So hey, this is my first blog post ^~^ and yeap, im dedicating it to my dearest dearest dearest MEGABANGS, my dear clique :D so i shall start off with individual message first ^^
Girls;

Zhangnian:

Hey deary ! thanks for being with me always. we werent close at all in the first place. first impression of u was just uhm, bad. idk why i felt that way, cos u was with foowen and isabel at the start of the year and u gave me a veh cold feeling >< i mean... like dc me like tat, even when i tried to get close to u.... so i was like sort of afraid of u.... :P so the second week of school. i remembered clearly, it was like any usual morning, i came to school, saw u sitting on ur seat, alone. EMO. okayy, so i was like curious and asked u what happened. never did i expect u to open up to me and told me bout ur problems. We became close after that, having recess together, gossiping, eating 'CAI FAN ' etc etc. i realised that you have ur crazy side too (: And after that , it was china trip, me and u , sharing the same room. Remember when we arrived at the second hotel in 'HANGZHOU' ?(: many thought it was haunted. we were both veh scared and cried. i remember u were the strong one, comforting me and stuffs, telling me everything will be alright. However, u , being scared at the same time was trying to act calm and stuffs to make me feel better. And when u finally broke down after the phone call with chu heng cos he hung ur phone, i was like totally shocked. like didnt expect that to happen... i mean... youre always putting a brave front infront of me, like really. so i was literally shocked. but anw. im grateful for what you've done for me. The china trip was indeed and awesome yet memorable experience. I will never forget those 'fights and 'quarrels' that we went through, keyboard warrior-ing, bitching . etc etc. and how u intro-ed me such a sweet fren~> chai chai ^^ and encouraging me to not give up throughout the exam period :D thanks dear, thanks for all these, really

Allyson & Georgia :

hiie wifey and elephant, heh <3 sombody once asked me 'do u think allyson or georgia is a better fren?" theres also someone who once asked me 'eh u prefer allyson or georgia?" ive also asked those questions before. and yall wanna know the ans?(: the ans is..... THERES NO ANSWER TO THAT QUESTION! why? cos u both are so so so so amazing! i mean , if theres no allyson, there will be no georgia, no georgia means no allyson. i just cant separate u two. u both are like so dam awesome. (JEALOUSY ALERT) okie, yeap. Fav memories were china trip (OF COURSE) and and and that day out to Marina Bay and Town. i  really had fun window shopping with u guys (; like thanks. i really enjoyed ! and as for georgia, your dad is so cool ! haha :p love yall :D

Cheryl :

helllo chia chia, dont be emo anymore okayy! yknow, theres still many people in this beautiful world who loves and appreciates u okayy :D like saya ^^ screw ur badass aunt and and and prove to her that u will succeed, and u wil be more successful that those badass cousins. And lastly, youre pretty and thin okay, so stop saying youre fat cos u aint ! :D basically, i feel that youre a veh nice fren , hilarious too (: so dont think too much and live happily kay :D i love u and i always will (: stay horny :3


Charmaine:

Hey tabii! tbh, for the first half of the year, we didnt really talk. .like you look dam fierce la :p hahah then we werent close at all, until the flight back to singapore from china. the fact that u cared so much for xinyi really really touched me, like youre really a nice and caring fren. and u gained my respect okayy :D then uhm i found out that u watched tvb shows and u liked them too. like the best part was spazzing over 'on call 36' bout onion, xiao yu, meisuet and yk . youre cool. and besides being smart and all, youre also a crzy and hardcore big bang fan O_O like. diff image leh. i like to talk to u, bout ball and gossiping bout her. the way u mimic is like dam funny la omg. :3 heh anw, dont so stress out kay. i know ur dad gives u alot of pressure, but uhm, just dont feel so stress kay (: love u :D


Isabel :

Hey isabel, youre really a nice person to talk to (: thanks for always being by my side and caring and trying to comfort me whenever im low. i really appreciate all the tiny little things u did for me. like really (: oh and u also dont be too stressed out kay! i know youre like worried bout ur result, but i know youve been working hard luh, so no worries, u definitely will pas one okayy! I WILL SEE U NEXT YEAR I TELL U ! so u also dont emo and stuffs. you look nice with ur fringe :x haha okayy bye :P

BOYS:

Chuheng:

hello chuheng, thanks for being a great dad and table mate yah(: thanks for always coaching me and teaching me physics. like all my scienc and math and english result are all ur 'gong lao' okayy :D like always coaching and teaching me despite me and my stupid brain , for not understanding a single shit at all, u still like try ur best to explain all those shit to me ^^ oh and sorry for always daoing u , makng u angry and scolding u (for ur singing) i swear i will  miss ur singings and stuffs, u can sing veh well luh (: and remember our 'shrimp song' ?(: hahaha thats the best kay ! and thanks for always trying to cheer me up whenever im low, and telling me all those stupid stuffs to make me laugh. And encouraging me, telling me its still not too late to work hard for EOY (; thanks poh poh, although you've 'abandon' and 'divorced' with momo, but u will still be my dad, forever and ever kay :D

Junzhen :

MOMO :D hello junzhen :D best memories were china . remember the shopping trip where me u and chuheng went?(: it was fun :D and thanks for helping me to carry my stuffs and waiting for me whenever i need to buy/look at stuffs and going to the WC. yeap, youre sucha caring mother. though we had some misunderstandings for lit last time, and yeap im glad that the problem was solved. thanks for being a pisces fren, a great mom , a fren that will always lend me a listening ear and help me with my problems, a fren that will always send me weird pictures on whatsapp, a fren that will always say silly things to make me laugh, and lastly , a mom that works as a porn star just to put me and marcus in sch . thanks alot :D last looooooong with ur gfff kay!


Marcus :

hello kor ^^ thanks for being by my side always too, and appreciating the banana that i gave it to u. thanks for trusting me with ur secrets and all (: and lastly, thanks for revising maths, science, hist , geog and chinese with me the day before exam. i really enjoyed last min mugging wif u cos youre awesome. youre not only a good brother but also my best fren. i know many things happened to u, but dont worry cos there will always be a way out. so jiayou all the way and never give up kay :D



Jerome :

haha okayy sis in law, idk why are u here luh, but yeah, u are awesome :D thanks for being a good doggy. okayy luh, fav memory was u vomiting out almost everything u ate in china , HAHAHAHA OKAYY u r nice and funny. Oh and I really enjoyed texting u, Uhm spamming u and stuffs, haha good luck for ur "wushu training " Kay, and I really appreciate the enthu u had for MEGABANGS :D Xiexie ! Wood kay bye ^^

kelvin :


hello kelvin, uhm thanks for being the director of our lit group. sorry for scolding u at first, and im glad after the scolding, u performed ur job as the director. i mean, u did alot for our group, finding props and stuffs, and im glad that the outcome of our drama performance was good^^ thanks smartass for all these :D stay smart and happy kay ! tall cow.

Jonah:

hello, thanks for being my good fren and group member for lit and gcp.  i know youve tried ur best (not the veh best) for gcp, but still , its better than nth :D haha ok im crapping, but hey jonah, u r not a loner cos u actually have US, MEGABANGS :D we are ur frens , so uhm dont be a loner la! haha okayyy goodluck for eoy result kay byee


Hanxiang:

hiie bear, youre really cute and all, i really hate it when u irritate us, but overall youre nice. thanks for always making us laugh by being cute ^^ i really like poking ur stomach kayy. and i really hope u do understand how much me and zhangnian care for u , and sorry for all the scoldings , sorry for being harsh ..


FOR ALL 

Few days  ago, marcus texted me, he asked me ' Do u think our group will split next year?' and i replied 'yes'  im sorry... i know we will soon drift away as we will find new frens , but i know that this year, MEGABANGS had accompanied me and went through this beautiful year with me. With those memories and this awesome class , where it will always be kept in my heart. i know that many of u dont really care as much as i do, but MEGABANGS really meant alot to me(: every and each one of u is wonderful and really veh fun to be with. i thank God as im able to meet yall , im really really grateful for having all of u as my frens.    I willl never ever forget this year kay :D and yeap, thanks for reading this post. really, thankyou. i love u all. each and everyone of u ! :D I LOVE AND I REALLY DO :D SARANGHAE DEARIES