在别人都放弃了我以后
沉默的心为你再次悸动
浩瀚宇宙美不胜收
只是我不配再把你拥有
当你独自面对回忆汹涌
那一年雪都下的很沉重
不敢回头明知你泪在流
You appreciate my wayward requirements
After others have given up on me
Silent heart throbbing again
The vast universe beautiful
Just that I do not deserve you
When you face memories alone
Heavy snow that year
Afraid to turn around knowing that your tears are flowing
Once again, screw Google translate.
The reason imma blogging today was cos today is the start of November. Yeah . This morning, i woke up late and immediately when i wake up, i went to reply all of my messages and then went on twitter. people were tweeting bout November, and once of the trend was ' Hi November' , so i tweeted ' Hi November, ur arrival tells me that the world is ending soon (: i should be happy bout that right?(: ' YEAH. Dont ask me why i tweeted that. i mean, i was silly, silly enough to tell Rui and Christ what i will do when the world ends. I was being retarded. Trust me, you wouldnt want to know, so please dont ask me. Kay back to the Trend. Yeah, Its November now(: Time passes real fast eh?(: It has been one year, ever since the incident happened. To the beautiful you, do you still remember what happened on last years 1/11 ?(:
Well I chose to let go and all. And today im glad that ive come up with this decision. Its that i'll end everything on 2/12/12. i promise (: someone told me 'hey do you know youve been holding on for too long?!' i mean yeah, i agree. Its one year. Whenever i went on fb, seeing those sweet couples posting stuffs bout their monthsary, and saying stuffs like bla bla bla months and still counting, i'll be like. Oh yeah, what bout me? one year and still holding on? hur. Yeah, its pretty long. And today, i made up my mind, i tell myself. Maybe i should stop being stubborn, stop being silly . I should let go. so yeah, i decided to give myself some time. From now till 2/12/12 , i'll try to let go. I'll take and heed all of your advice's.
Someone once told me ' You cannot forget him, however, you can live in a world without him ' i find i true. i mean, who can forget those memories? Those beautiful memories that ur love one gave u? Even if you can, can you even bear to forget them and throw all them away?
Countless night, i've been thinking and thinking, forcing myself to stop all those thoughts by sleeping only when im dead beat tired and cannot stay awake anymore. I get sick and tired of it. I wanna stop all these.
I blame no one but myself. I failed to cherish , failed to understand , and now im the one regretting. I know i'll never find someone like you , cos its impossible. So i tell myself i should wake up. Smile and be happy. Its over aint it? As long as i have the right mindset and i try , i'll be able to succeed. I will not guarantee it will succeed though, but i'll try, i promise . I will.
I believe many people will feel happy for me. And i wanna thank all those people who helped me and walked through this year with me. Thanks alot ya.
And for those who are still emoing over their love ones, i wanna say , uhm smile. cheerup. u can do it. jiayou. (:
Lastly, for people who are reading this post, i'll dedicate a song for all of you, so yeap, thanks for caring, thanks for helping. thank you !(:
Till then,
Shimii
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