[ The walls start breathing, my mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone A weight is lifted on this evening I give the final blow
A falling star, at least I fall aloneI can't explain what you can explainYou're finding things that you didn't knowI look at you with such disdain ]
'It ends tonight' by All American Rejects (:
So yeap, i just came back from msia. The trip was pretty fun (: Bought many things and i ate alot , haha. The blog post today will be about updates on these few days. And it will be a super short one.
So basically , i went to watch a movie with Felicia on friday. Twilight ! It was pretty awesome and i definitely reco my friends to watch. Edward is pretty hawt and so does Jacob (: It was indeed an enjoyable yet 'cruel' , during the fighting scene. Kay i shall not be a spoiler , haha xD So yeap, ive got a new hairstyle and tbh , i find it quite okayy ^^
Saturday, 24 November 2012
Friday, 9 November 2012
Orange Jasmine
雨下整夜 我的愛溢出就像雨水
院子落葉 跟我的思念厚厚一疊
幾句是非 也無法將我的熱情冷卻
妳出現在我詩的每一頁
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth
You appear in every page of my poem
Hey(: So yeap, next week's gonna be my drama camp! :D im feeling excited yet nervous. Gonna be acting as a university student who helped the loan shark to work as i need money for my school fees. Yeah, its cool aint it?(:
The shit is, ive yet memorize my script and theres a whole chunk loads of it. Same as last year's just that this year, its conv type and last year its like whole chunk and chunks.
Im looking forward to 16/11 , 22/11 and 30/11 :D
on 16/11, which is the day after my drama camp, i'll most probably be going out with Justin Lim and Augustine, Auggie gonna dye his hair and imma looking forward to it xD I mean, i wonder how it will turn out to be! heh. And Lim may be highlighting his hair red too! omg xD sadly, i promised momo not to dye my hair, soo... dont wanna make him worry heh. And that night, i'll be going overseas too. I'll be going back to Msia with my bro and my mum, cos bro has to make his IC. Sadly, dad aint coming with us, so there'll be no car :C Travelling without a car in msia is inconvenient and troublesome. We cant go shopping as often , cos my mum cant drive
=(
On 22/11, my bro will be receiving back his PSLE result, heh cant wait to know his score ((: hope he'll get into my sch!
And on 30/11 ..... ^~^ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 its a date important to me and my <3 :D shhh i shall blog bout it on that day!
Anyway, these few days had been okayy, and i somehow got the sub combi that i wanted (: yeah though its not the one i really wanted, but its okayy, i'll have to learn to accept and live with it.... was quite emo this morning though, and immediately i got my combi, i told Lim and Nic, and they comforted me... thanks dears <3
i mean, what happened had happened.... im still feeling down though, but... yeah , Nic told me life is unfair and i have to accept it no matter what... I understand ur feelings too , yeah i really do.... u didnt get ur combi, but you learnt to get over it and try to accept it.... and i believe i can too (: thanks for all those comforting words, really (:
thats all... my next blog update shall be after drama camp. heh
anw, for android phone users, those who played 'POU' (game) please visit my pou @ Shii_Pou . thanks lots :D and byeeee!
Till then,
Shimii
院子落葉 跟我的思念厚厚一疊
幾句是非 也無法將我的熱情冷卻
妳出現在我詩的每一頁
Rain falls the whole night, my love overflows just like rainwater
The fallen leaves in the yard, thickly overlaps with my lingering thoughts
A few words of dispute, cannot cool my warmth
You appear in every page of my poem
Hey(: So yeap, next week's gonna be my drama camp! :D im feeling excited yet nervous. Gonna be acting as a university student who helped the loan shark to work as i need money for my school fees. Yeah, its cool aint it?(:
The shit is, ive yet memorize my script and theres a whole chunk loads of it. Same as last year's just that this year, its conv type and last year its like whole chunk and chunks.
Im looking forward to 16/11 , 22/11 and 30/11 :D
on 16/11, which is the day after my drama camp, i'll most probably be going out with Justin Lim and Augustine, Auggie gonna dye his hair and imma looking forward to it xD I mean, i wonder how it will turn out to be! heh. And Lim may be highlighting his hair red too! omg xD sadly, i promised momo not to dye my hair, soo... dont wanna make him worry heh. And that night, i'll be going overseas too. I'll be going back to Msia with my bro and my mum, cos bro has to make his IC. Sadly, dad aint coming with us, so there'll be no car :C Travelling without a car in msia is inconvenient and troublesome. We cant go shopping as often , cos my mum cant drive
=(
On 22/11, my bro will be receiving back his PSLE result, heh cant wait to know his score ((: hope he'll get into my sch!
And on 30/11 ..... ^~^ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 its a date important to me and my <3 :D shhh i shall blog bout it on that day!
Anyway, these few days had been okayy, and i somehow got the sub combi that i wanted (: yeah though its not the one i really wanted, but its okayy, i'll have to learn to accept and live with it.... was quite emo this morning though, and immediately i got my combi, i told Lim and Nic, and they comforted me... thanks dears <3
i mean, what happened had happened.... im still feeling down though, but... yeah , Nic told me life is unfair and i have to accept it no matter what... I understand ur feelings too , yeah i really do.... u didnt get ur combi, but you learnt to get over it and try to accept it.... and i believe i can too (: thanks for all those comforting words, really (:
thats all... my next blog update shall be after drama camp. heh
anw, for android phone users, those who played 'POU' (game) please visit my pou @ Shii_Pou . thanks lots :D and byeeee!
Till then,
Shimii
Thursday, 1 November 2012
He taught you whats love, But he doesnt love you anymore.
是你体谅我的任性要求
在别人都放弃了我以后
沉默的心为你再次悸动
浩瀚宇宙美不胜收
只是我不配再把你拥有
当你独自面对回忆汹涌
那一年雪都下的很沉重
不敢回头明知你泪在流
You appreciate my wayward requirements
After others have given up on me
Silent heart throbbing again
The vast universe beautiful
Just that I do not deserve you
When you face memories alone
Heavy snow that year
Afraid to turn around knowing that your tears are flowing
Once again, screw Google translate.
The reason imma blogging today was cos today is the start of November. Yeah . This morning, i woke up late and immediately when i wake up, i went to reply all of my messages and then went on twitter. people were tweeting bout November, and once of the trend was ' Hi November' , so i tweeted ' Hi November, ur arrival tells me that the world is ending soon (: i should be happy bout that right?(: ' YEAH. Dont ask me why i tweeted that. i mean, i was silly, silly enough to tell Rui and Christ what i will do when the world ends. I was being retarded. Trust me, you wouldnt want to know, so please dont ask me. Kay back to the Trend. Yeah, Its November now(: Time passes real fast eh?(: It has been one year, ever since the incident happened. To the beautiful you, do you still remember what happened on last years 1/11 ?(:
Well I chose to let go and all. And today im glad that ive come up with this decision. Its that i'll end everything on 2/12/12. i promise (: someone told me 'hey do you know youve been holding on for too long?!' i mean yeah, i agree. Its one year. Whenever i went on fb, seeing those sweet couples posting stuffs bout their monthsary, and saying stuffs like bla bla bla months and still counting, i'll be like. Oh yeah, what bout me? one year and still holding on? hur. Yeah, its pretty long. And today, i made up my mind, i tell myself. Maybe i should stop being stubborn, stop being silly . I should let go. so yeah, i decided to give myself some time. From now till 2/12/12 , i'll try to let go. I'll take and heed all of your advice's.
Someone once told me ' You cannot forget him, however, you can live in a world without him ' i find i true. i mean, who can forget those memories? Those beautiful memories that ur love one gave u? Even if you can, can you even bear to forget them and throw all them away?
Countless night, i've been thinking and thinking, forcing myself to stop all those thoughts by sleeping only when im dead beat tired and cannot stay awake anymore. I get sick and tired of it. I wanna stop all these.
I blame no one but myself. I failed to cherish , failed to understand , and now im the one regretting. I know i'll never find someone like you , cos its impossible. So i tell myself i should wake up. Smile and be happy. Its over aint it? As long as i have the right mindset and i try , i'll be able to succeed. I will not guarantee it will succeed though, but i'll try, i promise . I will.
I believe many people will feel happy for me. And i wanna thank all those people who helped me and walked through this year with me. Thanks alot ya.
And for those who are still emoing over their love ones, i wanna say , uhm smile. cheerup. u can do it. jiayou. (:
Lastly, for people who are reading this post, i'll dedicate a song for all of you, so yeap, thanks for caring, thanks for helping. thank you !(:
Till then,
Shimii
在别人都放弃了我以后
沉默的心为你再次悸动
浩瀚宇宙美不胜收
只是我不配再把你拥有
当你独自面对回忆汹涌
那一年雪都下的很沉重
不敢回头明知你泪在流
You appreciate my wayward requirements
After others have given up on me
Silent heart throbbing again
The vast universe beautiful
Just that I do not deserve you
When you face memories alone
Heavy snow that year
Afraid to turn around knowing that your tears are flowing
Once again, screw Google translate.
The reason imma blogging today was cos today is the start of November. Yeah . This morning, i woke up late and immediately when i wake up, i went to reply all of my messages and then went on twitter. people were tweeting bout November, and once of the trend was ' Hi November' , so i tweeted ' Hi November, ur arrival tells me that the world is ending soon (: i should be happy bout that right?(: ' YEAH. Dont ask me why i tweeted that. i mean, i was silly, silly enough to tell Rui and Christ what i will do when the world ends. I was being retarded. Trust me, you wouldnt want to know, so please dont ask me. Kay back to the Trend. Yeah, Its November now(: Time passes real fast eh?(: It has been one year, ever since the incident happened. To the beautiful you, do you still remember what happened on last years 1/11 ?(:
Well I chose to let go and all. And today im glad that ive come up with this decision. Its that i'll end everything on 2/12/12. i promise (: someone told me 'hey do you know youve been holding on for too long?!' i mean yeah, i agree. Its one year. Whenever i went on fb, seeing those sweet couples posting stuffs bout their monthsary, and saying stuffs like bla bla bla months and still counting, i'll be like. Oh yeah, what bout me? one year and still holding on? hur. Yeah, its pretty long. And today, i made up my mind, i tell myself. Maybe i should stop being stubborn, stop being silly . I should let go. so yeah, i decided to give myself some time. From now till 2/12/12 , i'll try to let go. I'll take and heed all of your advice's.
Someone once told me ' You cannot forget him, however, you can live in a world without him ' i find i true. i mean, who can forget those memories? Those beautiful memories that ur love one gave u? Even if you can, can you even bear to forget them and throw all them away?
Countless night, i've been thinking and thinking, forcing myself to stop all those thoughts by sleeping only when im dead beat tired and cannot stay awake anymore. I get sick and tired of it. I wanna stop all these.
I blame no one but myself. I failed to cherish , failed to understand , and now im the one regretting. I know i'll never find someone like you , cos its impossible. So i tell myself i should wake up. Smile and be happy. Its over aint it? As long as i have the right mindset and i try , i'll be able to succeed. I will not guarantee it will succeed though, but i'll try, i promise . I will.
I believe many people will feel happy for me. And i wanna thank all those people who helped me and walked through this year with me. Thanks alot ya.
And for those who are still emoing over their love ones, i wanna say , uhm smile. cheerup. u can do it. jiayou. (:
Lastly, for people who are reading this post, i'll dedicate a song for all of you, so yeap, thanks for caring, thanks for helping. thank you !(:
Till then,
Shimii
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