I'm tired of always giving in , always putting up a strong front. I'm tired, tired of always putting in so much efforts. I'm tired of people taking me for granted.
Sometimes , I feel that I understand my friends more than I understand myself. I wonder anybody feels the same. I wonder is there anybody out there who understands me more than I do.
Maybe, I should stop putting in so much efforts, organising surprise parties and all. Staying up to wish ppl a happy birthday. Maybe I should stop saving up for birthday presents. Maybe I should stop.
These few days had been rather bad for me.
Well at least I managed to take the first step . Deleted u from my contact, unfollowed you on twitter , unfriend you on Facebook. That's better ain't. It? Ended everything before we even start anything .
I'll miss you bear.
I'll cherish those memories.
